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ps love FANX HOL.

Last night was brilliant! Although I'm quite scared by how much I can't remember and I was quite drunk. My white T-shirt is absolutely ruined by Corp but nevermind. I've got no idea how I did it. I'm hoping I didn't make a tit of myself or anything!!

I only realised when I woke up just how wrecked I was, but everyone else seems to be in the same boat, and at least I haven't been chucking up, ala Rogan and Nat, haha

Yeah, I was the same. It must be something in the vodka haha! I haven't been that bad fortunately. I did have a few flashbacks and I'm cringing a bit!

Absolutely dying. Corp.

We were out for my friend's Birthday party last night and we were waiting for a taxi at Big Market about 3am. Some guys next to us started a fight with one lad on his own, so there was 5 of them hitting this one lad in the head. We got involved to get them off and I had my arms over his head. The idiots beating him up didn't stop, so I've got bruises all up my arm and one on my cheek. It was absolutely awful, I've never been in a fight before, but the way they were going on they could have done serious damage to the kid they were beating up. I just feel a bit ill about the whole thing. Absolutely awful people.

Dead
 
A stupid train broke down in Peterborough so my three journey turned into a five hour one and it was horrible. Wanted to end myself, and loads of footy fans missed the first half of a match at Peterborough and were all kicking off in the station and with the taxis and there were police everywhere and omg I was so hungover and smelly.
Fucking good night though

Distraught. My external hard drive with all my TV on it isn't getting recognised. It's pretty much the worst thing ever. 

miserable. super miserable.

I've had a really nice weekend, it was great to finally get to meet some of the bloggers I've read about for so long. And it was really lovely to be in the presence of so many fat empowered women who all think the same as me. 
 
It got a bit awkward at the evening do cos it seemed like a lot of people were there for 'business' like promoting their blogs and themselves and I felt like a bit of an outsider because they've obviously all known each other for a while but Carla & Nadia who I stayed in the hotel with were absolutely lovely and I spent most of the night with them.

Ahh I guess this means you got home okay! WANNA HEAR EVERYTHING IN LITTLE DETAILS OKAY

Carla is so lovely. Me and my old housemate Poppy went to a vintage fair last year in Newcastle and she came with us and we went for a pint. She's so chatty and nice.

Aww thanks Frankie :) 
 
She really was Katie! I forgot to mention that I knew you actually, we just chatted about blogging and fashion and make up and fat stuff and it was just so NICE argh gushing forever. We also talked about Lily Melrose haha, and Carla said she's really lovely (which I have to admit really shocked me cos she seems text book 'mean girl'? but I'm probably just putting her on that pedestal cos she looks like all the girls in my school who picked on me, bad of me.)

I've always thought Lily seems really lovely, just the way she says things doesn't come off as pretentious or anything.
Although I get the impression Emma from milkteef is a little show offy but that's just me judging! It's so hard to tell if bloggers are nice or not through their blogs, it all depends on how they word things etc. 

So jealous of you Mel, I'm really glad that you had a great time!

I'm getting scared about Masters applications now. I need the results back from my last two exams before I can get it sent off though. I really need to do well this year, but it's horrible. No matter how much work I put in something derails me. There's been so many deaths in family/friends in the last 3 months, and I've had a chest infection through most of exam period. PEC form or no, I'll still have done worse than I could have. 

Truly awful. Worst day ever.

What's up Steph? :( 

Failed my driving test, texted that boy I liked and got totally ignored, came home and had a cry and a sulk then House MD got cancelled.

Ah, but you didn't get kidnapped.  Positives.

Oh no, Steph :(
Well firstly, there's always next time. Next, boys are stupid. And I've never seen House but I feel your pain cos I was mega upset when Busted split up and that's kind of similar, right?
Chin up, petal! xxxx